other side of me..

2007-02-08T04:32:00.000-08:00

weee im back!! x)
i have a story to tell.. ahihi

yesterday my friends and i went to the toilet tpos when we were about
to leave my classmate which is tibo came wid her gf,tpos we saw d cleaner
and she told us n "magaaway nanaman da cla" nacurious 2loy kmi hehe
tpos when we came at d classroom wla kming ibang pinagusapan kundi un
haha mga tsismosa!! when she came [d tibo one] we asked her if what happened
and whati did dey do, sbi nya nagnubtukan,nagaway... naghalikan!but i dunno if dat's true..
tpos our other classmates asked us to join dem in playing dare or dare..napansin
namin na ang pula ni dj[tibo] as in super pula..tpos prang sira na bgla nlng ngingiti
un pla nakainom,nkuha daw nya un sa isang 2nd yr.. lol kya pla para cyang sira

2007-01-08T09:37:00.000-08:00

ON LEAVE!! :))

i will be inactive now, exam na po namin..
need to review even though im lazy :P
i'll be back soon...

2007-01-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

UPDATES!!

DEC. 19

sportsfest namin, we have 4 teams blue,red,yellow and green.. im in green hehe
kakabadtrip cause we were disqualified sa girls vball, kasi nung tntawag n yung team
namin 4 lng kaming pmunta sa court ewan ko kung nasan ung iba kaasar, tapos
nung dumating na ung mga ibang players nagdecide yung mga tchr na idisqualify kami
eeeeeeeeerrrrrr!!!!! badtrip no?!?! kakahiya team namin ang lowest sa over-all

DEC. 23

weh bday ni booh!! ang aking teadsky bearsky na galing kay "corner" lol..
ayii 2 yrs. old na siya.. he gave me dat nung 04 xmas party naks!
alalang alala pa eh. he was my crush nung 1st yr.. asus ahaha!
but now di na kami ngpapansinan aww, i dunno why lol.
kaya wag nyo ng itanong hehe..

DEC 25

pasko na! pasko na! lol.. it's kinda fun pero mas gus2 ko parin xmas sa pinas..
as in sama sama whole fam, un lang-------

JAN 1

new year's eve: boring, we just ate den tapos na.. nagsleepover samin yung isa kong friend yun lang
ung part na magand ahaha! as in pagpatak ng 12 am busy na kaming ngttxt lahat..
i slept at 2 am but she and my sis slept at 3 am.. nabitin yung 2log namin kc my other friend
came and asked us na mag joyride.. 11 umalis kmi ng bahay para mag joyride
wee i really enjoyed it, pumunta kmi sa desert.. ang lamig sobra kc winter ngaun bbbbbbbrrrrrr!!
naligaw pa nga kami eh..

-------un lng po muna 4 now-------

kwento kwento!!

2006-12-05T08:31:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh! so cute.. ryt? haha ang babaw ko

i swear pgiipunan ko yan.. muhaha :)), i really need to go to the phil. pra bumili nyan.. asar kasi wlang vans dito, i have a converse but it is so so plain pink, wlang dating haha..

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UPDATES!!

weehee! ngayon lang uli ako nkapagupdate, tinatamad kasi ako eh :P

hay sarap talaga ng bonding ng mga 3rd yr. kanina kasi 2nd to the last subject namin

ang arabic saktong nasa office si ms. kamilla kya wala kaming teacher yiipee! lol.

tapos puro filipino lang ang andun saya, nagkantahan kami basta request lng ng request

ng song..hehe after nun nag dare or dare kami.. grabe! mamimiss ko tlga mga classmates ko.

sayang uuwi na ko ng pinas nxt year kung kelan ko pa man din sila naging kaclose.. hay.

samasa! samasa! haha :))..

i'll put some pics here sooooooooooon.. hehe

nothing..

2006-11-23T00:55:00.000-08:00

HIGHLITS OF THE DAY

1. too cold. grabe sobrang lamig na tlga,the other day nga naligo ako ng pgkalamig lamig.
i didn't know n di pla nka on yung heater pra sa water haha, i think the temperature
awhile ago was 16 degrees.. bbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrr.....

2. sinalubong ako ng problema. kadarating k palang sa school, den my friend told me na
she has something to say.. blah blah blah! when we were at the music room..
we were 2geder den un she said something that totally hurts me, [but it's not her fault]
i can't help na di umiyak.. dat's why sumakit ulo kakapigil sa iyak haha..

3. misunderstanding. ahh grabe! my classmate got mad at me kc kala nya cnbi ko sa isa kong
classmate ung mga cnbi nya skin through chat.. but then i keep asking her if she's mad sabi nya
hindi, but i asked her kung bkit di nya ko kinakausap she didn't answer.. hanggang nainis ako kunawari
nagwalked-out ako and i acted angry.. di ko rin cya kinausap.. tpos ngPM cya awhile ago
and she said sorry haha.. sabay sbi ko "effective" but she didn't get what i mean.. hek hek!
kala nya galit tlga ako.. haha bumaliktad yung situation sya 2loy nagsori skin.. hehe

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hay..tama b ang magselos ako?? err! they are so close
tpos i saw her testi pa skanya.. aww sweet! i keep on telling myself
na they're just friends pero pero.. =( *snif*
anyway i don't even have the ryt to get jealous
kasi di nman kami, pero we have mutual understanding??! o.O
tpos ngayon................ahh di ko na alam!

to all my fellow bloggers!! help me.. huhu

busynessism!!

2006-10-26T11:21:00.000-07:00

pambihirang bakasyon! ahaha instead of taking a long rest,
hinahabol parin ako ng busyness!! ahaha
cause im a dancer in our church tapos there are new members kaya
we have to teach them, tapos i have to review pa pala for our exam..
asar men! di ko lam kung pano ako magsisimulang magreview..
uhmm.. see?! dapat nagrereview ako ngayonbut still ginagawa ko tong post na to bwahaha!
kailangan ko pa naman din bumawi this quarter kasi ang baba ko dati. hay.
tapos malapit na nga pala matapos tong vacation, wah! saturday may
pasok na uli, nyek! di man lng ako nakapagpahinga..

EXAM! >mentally tortured<

omg! ilang days na yung head ache and batok ache ko! ahaha so annoying, our test in english is so so freaking mahirap! as in nosebleed!! malay ko ba sa mga poet na yan tapos sakit sa batok because im always nakatungo, kakatingin sa mga questions na walang answer haha.. tapos awhile ago naman during our test in geo. dun talaga sumakit batok ko, di ko kasi maalala yung mga formula pambihira!! buti nalng madali lang yung sa chem. but we don't have enough time kaya magmamadali ka talaga kakaanswer, oo promise! lol.. :P hay buti nalang last day na ng exams bukas, nitatamad akong magreview!! MAPEH & FIL. lng naman tomorrow eh, tska yung epal na subject na french bounjour!! >toink!<>

>>wehee.. tapos na exams.. pero sana maganda yung results!! <<

sToriEs...

2006-09-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

~never inlove!~

i am so dying to get close with you.

we are in the same school, and everytime i went in school
it is your smile that im looking for.
i don't know what kind of appeal you have to captivate me?

i even became your stalker! lol..
i tried following you wherever you go.
i even tried to rode the same jeep you were riding
just to get close encounter with you.

and one time, when im at the canteen. i didn't notice
that you were at my back, so when i turned around
i bumped you accidentally.. and you said sorry
and all i can say was "it's ok" i was like "oh my"
cause that's the first time i touched you.
and i even wrote it in my diary :P

yesterday, you were at the bench,
waiting for your transport.
and i am far from you but still my eyes were like beside you.
if only you could see these soul.
which had always been into you.

my friends asked me, if i ever been inlove with you,
i stopped to answer..
"too bad cause i never had the chance to"

~kala ko ba masarap ma in-love?~

sabi nila ang 'I LOVE YOU' madaling sabihin,
mahirap gawin.
pero bat ako, pinararamdam ko na,
di ko parin masabi?
minsan ba naisip mo na mahal na kita?
o naramdaman man lang?
pag namatay ako mamimiss kita,
ako kaya mamimiss mo?
pag namatay lang ba ako
tsaka mo lang ako maaalala?
ang daming katanungan, ni isa walang
kasiguraduhan.
kumatok ka sa puso ko, pinatuloy kita
pero umalis ka rin agad,
parang nakisilong ka lang sa puso ko.
ano ako waiting shed?! :P
kala ko ba masarap ma in-love?
ah oo nga pala maraming namamatay
sa maling akala, dahil sa ginawa mo
parang pinatay mo na rin ako..:X

THE PINK ADDICT!!

2006-09-03T08:33:00.000-07:00

im proud to say that im a pink addict *woot woot!
no one can stop from my enthusiasm!
but don't ask me why im lovin it ahaha!
cause i don't even know, hek hek
what the hell!!. why am i posting this witless thing..
gosh, why am i so crazy right now, im so so miserable! :(
ooppsiie.. im out of the topic lol.
oh yea it's about pink, why do they keep on saying
that pink is an attitude? is pink an attitude?
nah! im just bored, so if i were you..
don't read this senseless post

+ POSSIBILITIES +

2006-08-24T11:05:00.000-07:00

Tonight is going to be the last time that I will think about you and me. Not that there was ever a "you and me". But I have to admit, for the better part of the last two years that was all I could think about. The possibility. Possibilities? they tend to drive people a little crazy. At least that's my excuse. I still remember the first time I met you. I was not even that impressed. I remember telling the guy who introduced us? "I think I'm taller than him". But somehow, the second time I saw you, I realized you had the nicest smile I had ever seen. That smile made me want to smile back. And I don't even like to smile. More so then, with my god-awful braces. Who likes smiling with a mouth full of metal?

And I really liked the way you fixed your hair. It was cool. You were cool. Listening to the sound of your voice, your accent so different from mine. Talking to you, I felt my limits expanding. Talking to you, smiling into your smile, in that fleeting moment, the realization that there is a whole big, wide world out there? waiting.

That's it. Your smile, your hair, and the way I felt when talking to you? the feeling that my world is suddenly so small and so big... all at once.

I didn't even see you for a year after that. But like every long distance crush, I would think of you from time to time. Wondering where you are and what you were up to. I never really thought I would ever see you again. But I did? in this big wide world; we somehow ended up being real friends. I mean, what were the chances, right? Thinking like that? Well, that's when the possibility of it being more started driving me a little bit crazy.

And so here we are. More than three years later. I don't have braces anymore and you have lost all your hair (shaved your head, instead of fighting a losing battle with hair loss). Not just acquaintances but really good friends.

But some things never change. I'm still slightly taller and your smile is still the nicest smile I have ever seen. Thinking of it now, it still makes we want to smile back. Even though I never like to smile? Even though I am a little sad.

Sad, because all this time, you just never got it. Somehow, the possibility that used to fill me with wonder just didn't have the same effect on you. This realization was not easy to accept, nor is it easy to live with given the fact that I just saw you today and will see you again tomorrow.

But I also know that I am thankful to have met you. Because it's through knowing you that I came to know of possibilities. I realized that, although it IS a big wide world? anything can happen. People, places, things you think that are out of reach today may be right beside you tomorrow. The possibilities are endless? ?

And so I know that one day I will meet him. And he too, based on my uncertain smile, would see the possibilities in me.

Tonight though, for the last time?

I just wish that it could have been you.

heart-breaking love quotes!! hikhik..

2006-08-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

it's hard letting go of someone, specially if he/she became an important part of your life.
but if you feel that you've given everything but still nothing happens,
set him/her free.. it is more easy to LET GO than to WAIT

i've dreamed that you left me, so i cried coz you mean so much to me,
and i don't wanna lose you. i felt weird when i woke up,
beause i remember, i never had you nga pla..

an angel asked me awhile ago to give him 10 good reasons
why your so special to me and why i care for you so much..
i stopped to think, then i smiled and said..
10 lng?? di ba pwedeng unlimited??

before, i'm afraid to love, coz i'm too young.. but now, i'm afraid to sat goodbye.
as time goes by, i'm learning to let go.. what else would follow??
maybe i'll learn to hold on.